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Dialogue With Loneliness



The truth is, I am a fraud.
I used to be a writer.
Now I sit in this fucking room
and wait for my spirit to lift
like butterflies in the darkness.

..there has to be light somewhere.

Carry my heart to the South,
where snow never falls
and dust covers the lives we once knew.

I need to feel
even if it's just a hand against
my stomach, peering into the depth
of my womb with a finger.

I need to feel.

My brain is a ribcage without skin.
I have lost myself tonight
to the cold world of forgetting
and the tragedy of all that blame
you have stored inside, just for me.

...just for me.





2009-09-06